I am a bit depress right now. I went to the Galleria to check bags that I have been pondering on line but found NON of them being there. Then I went to Fendi boutique to check the teal blue hobo spy and the satchel. I love the colour but I didn't like it on the satchel. I like the hobo spy but I am too not crazy about it. So I told my SA just to call me back when the gold/silver spy arrives. Then I went to Jimmy Choo to check the new big shoulder bag that lilo carrying (I saw it on the thread sometimes ago here). They are gorgeous!! I saw a lady in the boutique and just bought the last navy blue one, she was ecstatic! The SA said those bags went fast. There are two bags left at the store the dark brown and the light colour one ( I forgot the name of the colour but it's like sand color maybe??). They are gorgeous, they are big, they are slouchy and the leather is so soft and yummy!. The price approx $1895. I was tempting to buy but decided to think about it and left to go to Saks before I change my mind. I didn't find anything new at Saks or other boutiques or anything that excite me. It was raining pretty heavy on the way going home and I was feeling a bit empty. I guess my mind was still on the teal blue bag that I saw on the eBay. When I got home, I rushed to see if the bag was still there. Yes! and the time left was about approx 45 minutes. Wow..I know..I know we already discussed about this and I told you guys I am going to pass on this one. So I decided to take a nap to joint my husband and to take my mind of that stupid bag ! But while I was laying in bed I couldn't sleep and I couldn't relax. I keep thinking about that teal blue spy on the eBay. Darn it! I got up from the bed and my husband then got up at the same time. I checked back the time it was 15 minutes left. I told my husband how I really wanted this bag but I am not sure if I should buy it now or bid and told him the time that left before the bid ended. And I told him this is it. If he blesses me with this purchase, I am going to put the number on the bid. Although he seems okay with it, I don't know why I don't feel 100% sure of it. I wanted so bad that bag but I feel paying $2,600 is a bit too much. I think when the bag came out that bag's price was about approx $1800 (2005 fall). And the regular leather spy now is $2,075. Also I guess I kind of feeling guilty already spent $$$ for 4 bags and a wallet last month. The time now 5 minutes left and I was contemplating between yes and no. One minute left, I put the number on the bid..1,599...all I have to do now was to put my finger and push to bid button. I was screaming..."honey..one minute left..what should I do??? . I heard him from the living room saying "push the button that say buy it now, do it!". No..I said it is bidding..bidding..not buy it now!!. And......but I didn't push either buttons. I could have but I didn't. The bid time was over. Then slowly after that I felt really sad and depress. . I felt like I missing the opportunity to get a hard to find colour for the spy I love. My husband say why didn't you do it? I don't know..I answered. He huged me and said to me you made a right decision. OOHHH he just killed me!!:evil: . That was the story of my first close encounter with eBay transaction with the teal blue spy bag I love. Good bye my love.. I am sorry for the long story guys but I need to let this thing out so I can feel a little relieve from whole thing.