Okay - for years I have been consumed with Chloe Paddingtons (Fine. 1.5 years) but I hemmed and hawed feeling heartsick with guilt and sticker shell shocked. Many times I strolled the aisles at my local Neimans fingering the squishy Italian leather and admiring various styles on my shoulder. But I couldn't bite. I already HAVE a "bag of a lifetime" - as I justified an earlier purchase of a Gucci tote to my husband. He says I have been spending like a drunken sailor lately. If he only knew - but GASP - he WILL find out soon enough. Don't ask where I obtained the money but I borrowed cash and braved an ice storm that had viciously knocked out the power to a hundred thousand homes in my area to make it to the store intent on FINALLY obtaining the Paddington of my dreams. Actually, I was rather settling since the East West bouler in black was gone. They had recently been delivered of a black tall Paddington satchel and it miraculously became my new "purse of a lifetime". Except that I was diverted by a steal (First Call) on a black chain handled Betty tote. Neimans had it marked originally at $2100 now down to $1200 or so. I don't remember exactly. Do you CARE how much it costs? It is like this bag was MADE for me. I am six feet tall and blond and can carry this thing off almost better than Kate Moss! I LOVE it - but there is one MAJOR problem. Can you guess??? NO PADLOCK! Once you are bitten by the purse shopping bug you cannot stop. Aloha rag was calling to me and sure enough this morning st 5:30am I slogged down to the computer and had a 'feeling' that I better check that website. HOLY MOLY FIFTY PERCENT OFF tons of Chloes!!! How to make up my mind? Why - even the PYTHON chain handled Betty was on sale. Silver argent or taupe belt pocket Paddington???? I somehow made it to the office and my sister walked me through repeated hits on the Aloha Rag website until the thing went through. So now I have the taupe Paddington coming my way and I am DOOMED. Should I hire a divorce attorney right now? Should I return the Betty tote??? I DON'T WANT TO!!! But I CAN'T return the Paddington.....