I am usually a Balenciaga kinda girl but got this recently. It was love at first sight. Now that I have it with me, I don't know if I love it AS much anymore. On the two occasions I used it, I was thinking 'damn this IS a great bag' but then I would think 'I dunno if this is really me...' So I'm really torn. My gf thinks I should keep it but I'm not sure. Ack! Thoughts?