Okay so this week is the prime O week and I have been trying all week to get DH in the mood and motivated to BD and it has not worked. Nothing! He says Its not you its me. BLAH - Whatever. I am beginning to feel like maybe he is not ready after all or maybe even does not want kids. I feel like I am wasting my time trying to time it all and everything. I cried myself to sleep last night because I felt like either I was a failure and that he had given up on trying or I felt mad at him for not making an effort or at least telling me what the real problem was. I mean if he is not ready for kids then he needs to tell me and quit beating around the bush. It was a low moment for me and I am so ready to be pregnant and have children. Another month down the drain with no results. And now I can not even get him to be interested to BD. I think I am losing it. I try not to make it seem like a chore, ya know. I try to spice things up . but for him to say its not you its me just makes me angry and sad. Another wasted opportunity is how I see it. I am rambling on now. Sorry I needed to vent!!