My friends IRL wouldn't really get 'it', I catch enough comments from people about how much
Coach I own at a young age, even though it is relatively easy to attain and many many people younger than me (i.e. still in high school or college) have a lot of it as gifts from parents.
Hermes would be extremely unrecognizable here, if I were to ever have some of it. Maybe people would be uncomfortable if they ever found out about the future H I plan on attaining, in terms of how much it cost. But like other people have said, we all pay our life's dues and some of those dues are very hard. I've had a rough couple of years, and by the time I finish my first deployment I will probably have another rough year under the belt. Everyone deserves some form of luxury, however they define it for themselves.
I enjoy nice things, but I want to buy nice things that are an investment - a Chanel suit, an Hermes bag, etc. Things that will always have a special memory for me because of how hard I will have to work in order to get them. If I save little bits here and there I can attain whatever Coach I want more easily, but the more I get the less I think I am appreciative of it.
So I think I do need to step back and realize that I am fortunate to have what I do have, no matter how little or lots it seems to other people, and that I am not
wrong for wanting other things that may cost a little more.
I am trying harder to do an RAOK here and there to spread the joy, I don't think that happens enough. The lady who is training me at my new job works very hard and had kids at a young age and has never had anything 'nice.' Her eyes popped when I showed her some things from Coach, and she really really likes frogs, so I found a little frog keyfob that I think I will give to her. Her first Coach! Things like that make me happy in life.