i've always been a "quality" over "quantity" girl...hence the fact i only have one bag. however, it's only in the last year or so that i've finally accepted that this philosophy sometimes means going without. :s
my intuition is one of the things i don't take for granted anymore. i always wanted to stay home and read a book but i felt like i was supposed to reach out, you know? it took a lot of years to reach the point where i was actually happy to read the book instead of cultivating a friendship/relationship that i knew within the first 10 minutes of meeting someone would ultimately annoy me. in the end, i am happier this way.
i can definately turn on my social side when it suits me, but it takes a LOT of energy. at this point in my life, i am not willing to do that anymore unless there is a direct benefit to me. call me selfish or anti social...i don't care anymore. i'm just content with the way things are. like you said in your first post: if you don't enjoy your own company, who else can? :flowers1:
my intuition is one of the things i don't take for granted anymore. i always wanted to stay home and read a book but i felt like i was supposed to reach out, you know? it took a lot of years to reach the point where i was actually happy to read the book instead of cultivating a friendship/relationship that i knew within the first 10 minutes of meeting someone would ultimately annoy me. in the end, i am happier this way.
i can definately turn on my social side when it suits me, but it takes a LOT of energy. at this point in my life, i am not willing to do that anymore unless there is a direct benefit to me. call me selfish or anti social...i don't care anymore. i'm just content with the way things are. like you said in your first post: if you don't enjoy your own company, who else can? :flowers1: