Nothing really happened... I'm just swamped with schoolwork and I'm over at my bf's apt (we were going to stay in and do hw together tonight) but then his roomie and a bunch of our friends decided to go barhopping downtown. I'm too tired to be able to enjoy hitting the big bars and I have a bunch of schoolwork to do, but my bf decided to go. They all were begging me to come, but I decided to stay in - I'm feeling a little nauceous and don't feel like drinking. (Plus, I know if I decided to go out I'd regret it tomorrow)
I'm not mad at my bf for going, and they all wanted me to come... but now it's just me, my computer and my books... and I just feel really lonely.
It's hard with law school - one group of my school friends goes out a ton and I feel like I can't really keep up with them, and I also don't want to go out on school nights - so sometimes I feel like I'm left behind. It's of my own choice though... This is the year where my grades really matter, and I did really well first semester and don't want to blow it.
My study buddy makes me feel like I should be studying all the time and never going out and then sometimes I feel guilty when I do. I feel like law school has aged me 10 years - now when weekends roll around I just look forward to having more time to get work done and all I want to do at night is hang around the apt with my bf and watch tv and drink wine - hitting the bars with my undergrad friends is too exhausting!