:shame: Thanks so much everyone.. i feel so comforted just reading all your opinions.. hehe and am surprised noone has reprimanded me yet! 
maybe when i get back to london i will try looking for the square vintage tote to see if i like that better.. the thing is london sold out of them ages ago according to the SA. And any that comes in will depend on my luck. Since i bought the CB tote from Heathrow airport, i do not think i will be able to return it. I will just use it for now (in london only though cos my parents arent living there).. and if i EVER chance upon the white square vintage tote and
it to bits, i will then consider to sell the CB tote on ebay.
maybe when i get back to london i will try looking for the square vintage tote to see if i like that better.. the thing is london sold out of them ages ago according to the SA. And any that comes in will depend on my luck. Since i bought the CB tote from Heathrow airport, i do not think i will be able to return it. I will just use it for now (in london only though cos my parents arent living there).. and if i EVER chance upon the white square vintage tote and
it to bits, i will then consider to sell the CB tote on ebay.