so a month ago i was forced to leave home. i had 2 dogs. one which was mine and one which i purchased for my mother. i took care of them both. when i got kicked out, i could only take one because a) i already gave the dog to my mother and b) very difficult to find a place that would rent to a person with one dog let alone two.
now a month later...she has kidney failure. im living with so much guilt because everyone said she would go because of a broken heart. and i never thought much of it until now. shes in the ER. ive already 3000$ in the hole and will not be able to afford much more and be able to survive on my own.
kidney failure is fatal.
i am very scared
lost
confused and need advice. shes been on iv for 3 days in the ER, today she finally was able to walk and let me give her a tummy rub as well as eat a very tiny bit. even though i dont live at home, i still understand her the best and be able to make decisions about her the best. but not this time. i am so scared because she is so young, and the best little girl ever. but i need to be realistic. what do i do?
now a month later...she has kidney failure. im living with so much guilt because everyone said she would go because of a broken heart. and i never thought much of it until now. shes in the ER. ive already 3000$ in the hole and will not be able to afford much more and be able to survive on my own.
kidney failure is fatal.
i am very scared
lost
confused and need advice. shes been on iv for 3 days in the ER, today she finally was able to walk and let me give her a tummy rub as well as eat a very tiny bit. even though i dont live at home, i still understand her the best and be able to make decisions about her the best. but not this time. i am so scared because she is so young, and the best little girl ever. but i need to be realistic. what do i do?