I'm feeling guilty about this really strange feeling I'm having. I just found out today that one of my very good friends is almost 7 weeks pregnant. She has an irregular period and really didn't think anything of it, but decided to go to the doctor because she was getting some spotting that she had never experienced before. She called me on Friday to let me know, and ever since then, I've been feeling really....jealous. And this is strange, because I've been on the fence about whether or not to have kids for a little while. Some days I think I don't, but most days I think I do....and then I freak out when I think about childbirth and talk myself out of the idea.:s But now that I know she is, I feel jealous. I don't want to feel that way, because I'm really happy for her. I am, but I am also very jealous. And I feel bad, because it's not good to feel like that about your friend. Has anyone else experienced this feeling?