I just wanted to share my happiness with everyone on the forum. It's a really silly story but I thought that it would be entertaining for people to read. And well I've told practically all my friends and they think that I'm crazy. I don't know where to start. Well I was seeing this guy for 4 years and I broke up with him knowing that he wasn't the right one for me. Like I dealt with the break up really well because I was so hurt from all the stuff that happened in the relationship. But this guy actually taught me how to love so it was hard to let go. Anyhow, coming out of the relationship I kind of thought that I wasn't going to find anyone anytime soon, but I guess I was wrong. My cousin got married last month and well you know with weddings people are just happy and like they want to pair everyone else due to the happiness. So my cousin was like I'm going to set you up with this guy, and of course I was reluctant. Anyhow, a bunch of us went out for dinner and I saw this guy for the first time. I think my heart kind of skipped a beat when I saw him, he's just so amazing. But I thought you know what if he's really good looking? Like he could be a man "bimbo" for all I know, and he could be a player. So at the wedding there was this tension between us because we kept on checking each other out. I was so confused as to why he didn't just come and talk to me. But we left without actually talking and I was bummed because I was like this guy doesn't have guts at all. I told my best friend about this and she was like well you've got nothing to lose maybe you should just get his number and call him. So that kind of gave me courage but I didn't call him, I added him on facebook... I guess it kind of changed my life. He messaged me on facebook and it's been a dream since. He's the most amazing guy that I've ever met and like I swear even though I've only known him for a month and that we haven't seen each other since the wedding I feel like he could be my soul mate. I think this is the happiest I've been ever. I mean we're not dating or anything cause he's really far away but it's so obvious that we're both infatuated with each other. The feeling of having someone that makes me feel alive and more like myself is amazing. I hope I didn't bore you guys.