Okay, I just need to vent a wee bit. It's my birthday week and I wanted something really special since I'm going off to war and all. My DH ok'd me making a huge purchase due to this fact. Well, b/c I was feeling a bit guilty for what I asked him for...I sold something to help offset the cost. I found out today the buyer wants a refund. The issue...I used the funds already combined with all the spare cash I had available. The buyer was really nice and is willing to be patient with me while I find a way to repay her, but I am still feeling pretty bummed out b/c I had been on cloud nine all week about my expected arrival of my b-day gift. Not to mention, I had to PM my seller, who went out on a limb to sell me this item if we could cancel the transaction. Especially since she placed it on hold for me when she had others waiting to immediately purchase it. Even though I haven't heard back from her yet to know if she's willing to cancel, I still really feel like such a huge schmuck!!! To make matters worse, I know my DH is trying to be supportive and hasn't made a negative comment about this situation; but, I also know he's pretty fed up with my obsession and now this! Ugh.... what a B-day this is going to turn out to be ! Thanks for letting me ramble.