Sorry for the post I just really need to vent. I moved to New England and I have no friends out here. I have no friends to hang out with or talk too. What makes it worse is that I don't talk to any of my family members. It's a long story but basically they were ruining my life and are still trying too. They are all toxic people that I had to cut out. I feel so lonely and depressed. I wake up every morning hoping it will be better and it's just not. I just feel like crying all the time because I keep everything bottled up. Again I appolagize for the long post. I just needed to get this off my chest because I feel like im carrying around a ton of bricks. Thanks for listening.