My husband has been getting on my last nerve. We had this huge fight earlier and I ended up screaming at him. It's so frustrating that our fights have become so intense nowadays. I feel so detached to him. I understand that people say things they don't mean when they are mad but sometimes I can't help but get so depressed remembering everything he has said. I'm crying as I'm typing this because I feel like he's turned into this person I no longer want to be with. I'm so mad and so discouraged. If it weren't for my little girl, I would've left already. I feel so little now. Like I can't stand on my own. I'm so depressed and so tired of this. He even left after our fight and left his wedding ring. When I saw it in the counter, I wanted to throw it away. So useless!!!!! I'm crying because I feel like I'm no longer happy. I'm crying because I don't have anyone to talk to that would understand me.
I just wish we'd be able to get things back to the days when we were happy. And if I ever decide to leave him, I wish I'd be strong enough to face the world with my daughter, alone...
I don't want to give up yet. This may just be one of those fights but it's the first time I ever felt so little
I just wish we'd be able to get things back to the days when we were happy. And if I ever decide to leave him, I wish I'd be strong enough to face the world with my daughter, alone...
I don't want to give up yet. This may just be one of those fights but it's the first time I ever felt so little