I'm feeling kinda low coz of my obsession with bags. I don't know who to turn to.. Like some people, I feel embarrased of my obsession with bags. My boyfriend who spotted me constantly reading this blog and laugh at my obsession is not the best person who I can confide with... My dad called me this morning and told me that I shopped too much .. He told me that as much as he can afford everything that I bought, he's not "printing money" too. I'm feeling very guilty right now, and sad at the same time. I like bags... and worse still.. I loveee expensive bags.. Well it's not that I want to blame my parents.. but they're the first one who turns me into bag-a-holic :sad2:.. My mom constantly kept buying designer bags and feel guilty all the time, but whenever she says she's going to stop, she always have more expensive bags to buy. Oh well... maybe because I'm still a college student now, and not working... But then again, my dad told me not to work too, and concentrate on my studies. It's such a contradiction. I'm so sadddd... The sad part is sometimes they compared me to their friends' kids. Well there will always someone bound to be better than me anyway. As much as a perfectionist that I am, the reality is I'm never going to be perfect! And of course, they always say that it's ok that I'm not perfect... Oh well.. I know though that they love me to pieces.. I guess that's alright.. Anyway, the thing that bothers me sometime is that somehow bags have become like an addiction. Well, for me, maybe it's not just bag.. but shopping in general.. oops...ush:.. Does anybody feel guilty too sometimes when they spent too much? I feel horrible now... As much as I say I don't want to shop anymore... it'll not last that long.. Maybe a week or two... and I'm having another shopping spree and another guilty moment again... I just can't wait to graduate and make my own money!