Yup. One of those trip yet again but this time round is different. Had a bit of a rough morning. I was not well. My honey was giving me crap. He's was not doing his bit for the house or the wedding which is just around the corner. 9th December. He was bugging me and just idling around which pissed me more. I got snappy as I was trying hard to finalise our wedding invite and then he said, "Why are you such a miserable *****?" Tears rolled down my cheeks. Here I was trying to get things done and there he was calling me names! I don't deserve this! I finished off what I was doing and went to the bedroom in tears. Took him ages to come round to see whether I was. Finally, he came round to ask me why I was crying. Told him that I don't hate being called so. He laughed. I started to throw pillows at him. He still laughed! How could he? But finally, he grabbed me wrist to stop me and I kicked him off. I went back to my sheets. He said, "What are you doing in bed? Feeling sorry for yourself?" How could he? I cried for ages. He went out for a drive and came back and looked at me in the bedroom and said, "Still crying? How long are you going to feel sorry for yourself? What are you crying for? I bet you don't even remember." How could he? "Are you going to waste you weekend?", he said. I said, "I'm not wasting my weekend. I'm thinking. Thinking whether we should get married. I don't deserve to be treated this way...." He went out again. I got up, too a shower and go ready to go out. He got home. Bought envelopes for the invites and with an attitude as if nothing happen. I was getting ready and he kept yelling out for me to do something for him. I told him I was busy and I'm going out. And of course he asked me where and I don't him I don't know. Well, I really don't know. I just need to go out. He didn't talk to me since then even when I told him I'm leaving while I stood right infront of him. He ignored me as though I was not there. Headed to the city. First stop, Louis. Second stop, jewellery. Third stop, lingerie. All must be charged to his card. So... people, guess what I bought! Bought 2 thing in total and requested for one... One of the item is with me and the other is still in the shop getting my initials embossed! By the way, got home and all is asked was where I was. This is not the first time he called me so. What do you think I should do? The SA was really nice. Told her what happened and of course, she was happy to find things for me to buy! I hope I'm going away for work soon... cos I bought somethign for it! Yay!