Again,
Thank you ladies for all your good thoughts/prayers. When I posted this, I just got the news and was just overwhelmed with grief and depression. It was 24 hours of pure hell.
All I can say is that personally, there has to be a higher power taking care of me. I basically renegotiated my lease , and I have my store back with minor stipulations.
I canceled my black Friday orders and was in danger of running out of inventory, and a friend that is a buyer was able to pull strings and get me more than I needed. I'm going into the store to work on decorating-unfortunately, with all the drama, I wasn't able to get things the way I wanted.
And this time, I had people in my personal life coming out the wood work to offer a helping hand or support. I've never experienced this kind of support in my life. It got so overwhelming that night and I was so drained, that I had to tell everyone, it's not a good time, and I would talk to them later.
I know this post is long, but I got more out of this now with better terms, than I had before this happened. I'll be back and let you know how my black friday went. I open at 6:00 am