It is gorgeous! I wonder why it isn't your perfect bag? Just curious. I had the raisin Leigh and returned because I got a chance to own a Gardenia (winter white) Leigh which I now possess. I couldn't justify keeping both although I wanted to, because I just can't see so much money in bags lying in my closet so I had to pick a favorite. Enjoy your beautiful Raisin Leigh! I love my white Leigh so much. (I've got to change my avatar soon from the raisin to the gardenia or something.)