Yes, as I mentioned somewhere, I am under a huge stress. AND I have SOOOOOOOOOO strong craving for croc. Birkin. I just called costa mesa Hermes store. Croc. Birkin with diamond is still available. That croc. diamond Birkin is really 'impossible to find' one. I have been going nuts lately, yesterday was my birthday and this year is very special for us. So, this is my crazy option that me and my DH have been talking about (He knows I have been really CRAZY to find another croc. Birkin recently). That birkin is about $168,000 (I read somewhere that forum member posted...it could be here or tFS forum...I don't remember...). If I get this one, there will be NO any other gift for my birthday, anniversay...whatsoever for the rest of my life. NO EXCEPTION!!!! If my DH spends that kind of money, he will make sure I keep our promise. I know he is not going to break our promise. So, if I want this, this would be IT!!! NO MORE! FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! He understands that that is really special piece. But this piece is IMPOSSIBLE to get one. What do you guys think? Is it irrational, insane and crazy? He left it upto me. Should I go for it or just go back to my normal mental state, and keep enjoying my shopping life style? I did not pay attention to that diamond Bikin when I read about it for the first time, because I thought it would have nothing to do with me. But it is completly different story now... GOING NUTSSSS !