i got my new speedy today and i really love it...the only issue i have is...how do i hold it? the handles are smaller than most other satchels that i've owned and i'm wondering, is this hand held or up the arm held? i really hope this isn't a stupid question and was wondering how others held this bag...i have fibromyalgia and have been told that a hand held satchel (or anything non-shoulder strapped) would help ameliorate some of the pain...so any suggestions would be great! thanks!!!