Desperately in need of good thoughts for Rocky. He is at the hospital. So many things going on with the poor little boy all at once, and they are not even sure what it is. But I fear I will not be bringing him home, despite the efforts of the neurologist and other specialists. He is in an oxygen cage right now. Blood tests just came back with good results, but I fear the worst. I am sitting here crying and drinking. Trying to knock myself out.