I say try to call a boutique - they can help you track one down, most likely, and give you insights on sizing.
I LOVE ostrich.
I LOVE ostrich.
Ooh! Oh! musicalprincess!! Look! http://cgi.ebay.com/NEW-AUTHENTIC-CHRISTIAN-LOUBOUTIN-OSTRICH-LEG-SHOES-9_W0QQitemZ190217226244QQihZ009QQcategoryZ63889QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
I really hope you're a 39!!!