hi all lovely ladies
many thanks for your comment and suggestions. you're all being very kind and very supportive.
a little update. i've declined the bag this time.
i phoned the shop and said to pass it but call me next time when the same bag arrives.
Reason: DH has been very supportive on the recent expensese and asked me to let him know if anything can help. i've promised to resist my bag/shoe obsession since we purchased our apartment and get married last Oct. i don't want my bag obsession (i know, it's the "H" bag) to endanger our relationship and break my promise (1 expensive bag a year, last yr was a chanel). i was relieved on making this decision.
my finance will resume on april when my year end bonus comes and all my bills are settled. so, this is what i think, it maybe destiny that i need to part the bag this time, but i'm sure it'll come someday, maybe sometime this year which will be my bday gift (june)..
thanks again for all lovely gorgeous "H" ladies, i'll let you know when i get my kelly.
PS: i did take a look on another shop which displayed a black box kelly 32, which maybe my second bag later...