Hi girls, Help me to feel better about this. I am freaking and worrying constantly about it....Flat out driving myself batty. I want a Loce Me in Black matte or Black Crash. Obviously they are both sold out on the BE website, but I emailed Jackie (love her BTW) and she explained the color difference and the exclusivity of the bag, etc. It comes down to this: The BE Love Me is out of stock in almost every color. Quote from Jackie's email "We have lots of different colours and styles and we never order huge quantities of anything. If these bags sell out, and I don't order any more, then that bag will cease to exist. Since a leather workshop, even a small one, cannot economically produce 1 bag we can only order to customers' order if and when we have other orders, either from stores or private customers. Since we have ordered quite a lot of these recently, I doubt that we will be ordering more in the near future." I am really upset by this! I really appreciate Jackie giving me the straight scoop and it really makes me want one of her bags even more. Best customer service ever - BY. FAR. Right now, I am tight on the funds, especailly with all the Christmas presents I have to buy this year..." I think I am seriously obsessed and disturbed that I can't buy this bag! Please, help me to feel better about it. It's like I can't picture myself with ANY other black bag but this one. It's insane! HELP. Thanks in advance!