Strange, but exactly 3 months ago to the day, my grandfather passed away and it was very traumatic for me. I was very close to him. My grandmother called my house at 2am and I had to rush over there, and it was really one of the worst nights of my life. Now, I just feel very anxious. Every night when I go to sleep, I just pray that something like that won't happen again, and every morning when I wake up and there was no "phone call," I am thankful. I just haven't gotten over it, and I dread it happening again. I really don't know what to do. I am fine during the day, and it doesn't phase me as much, but at night it's a little bit hard. Did anyone else ever experience anything similar? I appreciate any input, thank you.