People don't seem to want to hire me. It took me forever to find my first job and I had it from October to December 23rd. (It was a holiday job). I went home for Christmas, came back to Toronto two days after New Year's Day. The day after that, I got a call from a store where I left my resume, asking if I was still looking for a job, and would I like to come in for an interview? I went to the interview, it seemed to go very well, they say they'll get back to me and I never hear from them. Then the department store I worked at during the holidays called, asking me if I'd like to come in for a group interview because they had some positions available. I went, I seemed to give some good answers. They said we'd hear from them if we were to be considered for any of the open positions. I never hear from them. A week later, someone in my building tells me the hair salon where he works was looking for someone to work at the desk taking phone calls and making coffee. I go to the interview, they love me but they tell me someone else is going to be interviewed. A week later, they have the decency to call, but they're going with the other person, because she wants a future in the salon business. I'm not starving, but I'm miserable and depressed. My parents help me out a little, but it's only enough for groceries. I'd like to have money for things other than groceries. I want to get excited about things other than whether or not I have enough money for a cup of tea at Starbucks. I cannot stop crying. I told my dad I don't want roses for Valentine's day, but if they stuck some money in a Valentine, I'd be so happy. I don't know how long it's going to keep being like this, and I'll go crazy if I have to deal with this a couple more months. I know that things happen for a reason, but I don't know what that is, and it's taking a hell of a long time to find out what it is!