I don't know if maybe I'm just in a mood or if it's because it's that time of month again, but I just started thinking that maybe I made the wrong decision. I just graduated from my undergraduate university with a degree in psychology and had the option of getting my MFT at either Santa Clara University or the University of Rochester, in New York. My parents were really excited about Rochester because their MFT program was part of their medical school, which is ranked #17 in the country, and I would have had the opportunity to work with psychiatrists in the hospital. I, of course, chose Santa Clara and I think it was for all the wrong reasons. My main reason for staying in California was so I could continue to be with my boyfriend. And I don't know if you read my previous post, but I think he may be cheating on me right now, and I feel like I gave up a really good opportunity to advance my future for no reason now. I am trying to tell myself that I didn't give up going a great school just for him; I also chose Santa Clara because I want to practice in California and I didn't think I was ready to move so far from home. But I honestly think that if I wasn't dating him at the time I made my decision, I would have chosen Rochester. Don't get me wrong, Santa Clara is a great university, but it is definitely not ranked as high as the University of Rochester, and it is not a part of any medical school. I feel like I gave up a lot of opportunities for my boyfriend, and he doesn't care, and now I feel like I let myself down. I know it's not a big deal because it's only the difference between colleges, but I'm afraid if I'm already sacraficing these decisions for him, then I am not living for me.