Hey guys. I've always been uncomfterable with my weight. Im defintly not "fat" or anything but I'm rarely happy with the way I look. I feel a lot of pressure to be skinny...im not sure why, I just do. I have also always had a problem with food. I dont like eating with other people (i like to eat alone) because I feel like everyone is watching how much i eat and critisizing me about it..... So, in order to loose weight, I kinda starve myself. I severly restrict my calorie intake and exercise a lot. And I feel better about myself when I dont eat a lot. However, when I do eat reguarly, I feel awful. The minute food goes into my mouth i start thinking about how fat i feel. Am I crash dieting or do I have a serious eating disorder? Also, please do not tell me about how unhealthy this is. TRUST ME, I KNOW. I am not here for you to critisze me, I'm here because I would like to hear what you think is wrong with me. Oh, one more thing....im very sensitive about this - I havent told anyone except a very close friend. Thank you.