**I'm going to appologize if this is long** Hey everybody, Today just isn't...a good day for me. I've bene crying on and off all day. Ugh. I was talking to my Oma and her sister today about what we were planning on doing once the baby was born - and I mentioned that I planned on breastfeeding, cloth diapering, and making my own baby food once it gets that far. One of the comments that my Grandmother's sister said really got to me. She wasn't being very friendly toward me that day anyway (I'll get to that later) but she all of a sudden started going off that we're in the 21st Century and that it's rediculous that I want to cloth diaper when modern science has gotten us so far. I argued my point that I would like to do my part in contributing to enviromental conservation and not filling up our land fills with plastic diapers. I don't think there's anything wrong with disposable diapering, it's just not for me After she started going off on her speech, I just started crying. I don't know why I let her get to me so much. Not sure if you all remember - but I posted about her once (or twice...or three times). She was the one who I was talking about in the "10 Things I Hate About You". Hmph. Anyway? Did any of you cloth diaper? What are your thoughts on it (everybody, even those who did not CD) So...onto why I was upset all day. I wanted to go to the carwash yesterday, but since there was a long line and they were 20 minutes from closing time - I decided to push it back until Monday but I did want to Vacuum my car. Well, it rained yesterday all day, and I wasn't going to stand out in the cold & rain just to vacuum, so I wanted to do it today. I asked Oma if she had an extention cord so I could use the vacuum cleaner and not have to move my car. She said sure and went to look for it. Her sister said "You're not allowed to vacuum your car today, it's Sunday." and I just basically said "I don't care that today is Sunday, I need to vacuum my car since I won't have time all week since it gets dark so early now." She then started going off about how it's not allowed, and I asked her why. She just responded with her "It's Sunday!!!!" answer. Well...Just because it's Sunday...that doesn't tell me anything! Who says I can't vacuum my car on Sunday? Sure, I understand that SUnday is the day of rest here - but I just wanted to vacuum the leaves off of my floor mats, that's all. I started to say something, and she continued to interrupt me - which I absolutely CANNOT STAND! So I politely told her "Could you please stop interrupting me, so I could finish what I was trying to say?" and then she said something along the lines of "Listen, young girl!! You are not allowed to talk to me that way!" At that point, I totaly lost it. I told her that I just wanted to finish my sentence and have her tell me WHY I'm not allowed to vacuum my car. And then she just totaly went off in lots of German words I didn't understand. I told her that I didn't understand the words that she said, and she gave me pretty much a "Well you better learn, or it'll be tough **** around here". WTF?! I just ran down to my room and cried. Ugh, stupid horomones. I tried calling Bart - but his voicemail was on. He must have been in a meeting :\\ Why do I let people who don't matter bother me?