Hi, I preordered a blue india first from BNY but really having second doubts about it. I really really want a nice not too veiny ink first but I cannot find one. Elizabeth thomas listed one on ebay that I was about to bid on but she pulled it off for some reason. Are any of these inks still around in stores? If you have seen any, please please let me know!! TIA! Oh yeah, does anyone know the return policy for Bal.NY?