Ladies, thanks for your lovely supportive posts and messages. it makes be feel less alone because right now i'm just dealing with all this alone. feel like the lone struggling soldier. so frustrated with the party i'm dealing with and so unconvicted about what i'm about to do.
thought iwas done w the crying but feeling all teary and unstable and emotional agn. feeling lke there's so much lose ends to tie up and things to take care of and theres not enough time.
it's the weekend now, and i haven't heard from the guy. i sent him a detailed medical condition report 15 hours ago. i'm somewhat left hanging right now.
This guy and the attitude of some other ppl i've been dealing with are all the same (we need you to start now, we told you so and give you enough time. why did you fall sick now?) they are giving me the impression that they are asses. the longer this goes on, the more tired and frustrated i'm getting and the more tempted i am to say "F*** them, I'll choose another path".
the last 3 days which i could have used to prepare and really do some thinking of the situation has instead been spent on collecting doctor letters, chasing docs and nurses etc etc. and there's still so much logistics to take care of that will take much longer than the time i'm being given. i'm overwhelmed and i don't know how this is going to come together.
Lara and Travelbug, I know what u gals are saying and i don't know why they are acting this way. the guy has been acting as if he has the right to all this information he's asking for just because he doesn't believe me and the onus is on me to prove that i'm right and not lying.
thanks for the hugs all of you have been sending and thanks for hearing me out.
I really feel like i'm doing all i can and don't know what else to do with this guy.
keep u gals updated.
Rothjess, the waterworks show is starting anytime soon, i'll have to think about sending it your way. brown is no good. =P