Hey there.
what's really beautiful is what your first LV made you feel about yourself, but try not to attribute all these feelings to your handbag. After all, it was you who decided on the purse, raised the money and finally bought it. I think you should be happy about yourself and be proud of your determination and insistence, given the fact that you don't belong to a family where LV, Pradas and Guccis are spread all over the house!
To sum up, these are too great emotions to be only born by a handbag. I believe you should focus on you who made it all happen!
Ciao.