I just found out that my DH has some kind of connection with some people at H and might be able to get me a birkin. We just got off the phone and DH asked me what my birkin specs are and I had this big lump in my throat and could not give him an answer !! Up until today, I had the hopes of just walking into a store one day and seeing one on the shelf for me to buy...I have fantasies about this ...I think I am sick! Anyway, I was soooo gung-ho about getting a birkin before this...had all the specs in my head, frequenting the H board, drooling at all you guys' birkins, been just blabbing to DH about it, yada yada yada....and now I think I have cold feet !!! Someone please help me! Have any of you been in this situation before?? What did you do to get rid of this gawd-awful feeling I am experiencing now? I still have this lump in my throat and my stomach is feeling queasy !