this post is inspired by the dear open letters thread. Somebody posted that they felt that the world was one big clique and they felt they didnt fit in. So many people posted (including me!) that they felt that way. I always thought this was just a problem I had and so now realise that there are other ladies just like me, so I thought I would start a thread/discussion for everybody feeling like this to try and share expieriences and make everybody feel a bit better about themselves. Not sure it will work but anyway, I will go first and share my experence.
I have always felt that I dont particulary fit in anywhere (from school to college) and I honestly thought once you reach adult hood people would grow up and things chance. I have many friends/aquaitences that I have good times with or get along with as individuals and ealier in my mid-late twenties was never really concerned but as a result of getting married abroad a few years ago, I invited all these individual friends on a holiday to join our wedding and they all become friends, which was great, but now they have formed a clique(mainly the women!) 2 years down the line!!!
I really dont like the dynamics it takes on and despite the group having one of my closest friends in it , I now always feel like the outsider. I have noticed that no matter what there will always be one person that the group takes a dislike to or talks about behind their back and it drives me mad, and so I have ended up distancing myself from them.
The biggest thing is my SIL is like the ring leader, what she says goes and everybody falls into line for her, she has quite a dominant personality as well and if she wants something to happen such as five different nights out for her birthday which was a bit extravegant: it happens (along organising things for the girls to do which I have been left out of and felt really upset in the past)
I feel like it depends who is in favour with her, as to how you get treated.
I could turn up in a new dress for an evening out or wearing something new when I go to her house or for an evening out and she will never complment me, but will do all the other girls (who are in favour of course!) they will get compliments as to how fab they look or called affectionate names on social networking sights.
I always feel like I have done something wrong or something to upset them, I always get laughed at and mocked for buying chanel nail polish and "wasting money" yet most of them will go and do the same thing themselves, just other brands, and then it is fine for them. I got told last year when on vacation in America I was wasting money buying a tiffany silver ring, and yet they would spend the same amount on perhaps a dress or pair of jeans which is fine, thats the choice I make, so why should I be treated different?
I dont know, and not sure if this thread is appropriate but thought it might help people who feel this way?? I hope it does
I have always felt that I dont particulary fit in anywhere (from school to college) and I honestly thought once you reach adult hood people would grow up and things chance. I have many friends/aquaitences that I have good times with or get along with as individuals and ealier in my mid-late twenties was never really concerned but as a result of getting married abroad a few years ago, I invited all these individual friends on a holiday to join our wedding and they all become friends, which was great, but now they have formed a clique(mainly the women!) 2 years down the line!!!
I really dont like the dynamics it takes on and despite the group having one of my closest friends in it , I now always feel like the outsider. I have noticed that no matter what there will always be one person that the group takes a dislike to or talks about behind their back and it drives me mad, and so I have ended up distancing myself from them.
The biggest thing is my SIL is like the ring leader, what she says goes and everybody falls into line for her, she has quite a dominant personality as well and if she wants something to happen such as five different nights out for her birthday which was a bit extravegant: it happens (along organising things for the girls to do which I have been left out of and felt really upset in the past)
I feel like it depends who is in favour with her, as to how you get treated.
I could turn up in a new dress for an evening out or wearing something new when I go to her house or for an evening out and she will never complment me, but will do all the other girls (who are in favour of course!) they will get compliments as to how fab they look or called affectionate names on social networking sights.
I always feel like I have done something wrong or something to upset them, I always get laughed at and mocked for buying chanel nail polish and "wasting money" yet most of them will go and do the same thing themselves, just other brands, and then it is fine for them. I got told last year when on vacation in America I was wasting money buying a tiffany silver ring, and yet they would spend the same amount on perhaps a dress or pair of jeans which is fine, thats the choice I make, so why should I be treated different?
I dont know, and not sure if this thread is appropriate but thought it might help people who feel this way?? I hope it does