Does anyone have this bag?? I am so in love with this bag but trying to talk myself off the ledge I wish I could see it in person but the only boutiques that have it are far away. I love the Deauville Studded in Caviar (gold or ruthenium) and seems more practical but I am just mesmerized by this bag. I am just concerned about exactly how heavy it is........if the sequins would make it uncomfortable to wear. Also concerned about the wear and tear and durability of this bag but just so beautiful to look at, especially in videos. I have considered just ordering it and returning if feels impractical but I never return bags and would wind up keeping I am sure even if I didn't love it as much as I think I will. I know I should just stick with the caviar version but this is almost too beautiful to pass up. Anyone have thoughts/own this bag? Thank you for your input!