I recently managed to nab a Chanel 19, black, small and while I love her, I think I would prefer a medium. For some reason I started to think a medium would be too big for me, but now I don't think so -- I love the slouchy look of the medium. As this bag is so hard to come by I am wondering what to do! Normally I would return (I haven't used the bag yet -- not even taken off the tape or anything) but um... am I ever even going to SEE a medium? And if I do, will it be way over the price on the pre-loved market? I called the boutique and they said they have ZERO anywhere in the city... she also said the wait lists are so long that even when they will come in, they probably won't hit the floor as all of the bags will go to those on the lists (I'm on a list but not sure of my placement on it). I could totally use the small and love her but ... not sure what to do!