So lets start at the beginning. I went to take my birth control today (Orthro Tri Cyclen Lo) and realized some how I'm a day or two off. I don't know how this happened because I take it everyday. (Don't remember skipping any days.) While I slept, I had a dream that I was pregnant. I woke up, felt like a had a little vaginal fart or discharge, thought of it a bit, then went back to bed. I woke up at about 5am and doodled around for a bit, then kept thinking of my dream. I went to check if my discharge was normal just to be safe, it's this funky brown. I've had this before, usually the day before my menstrual, but I'm like a week or 2 away from when I should be getting my period. It's got the regular odor that that creamy white discharge I've had before, but this time it's brown. (sorry for the nasty details) I read up online, one person said she had it twice, one time being she was 2 weeks pregnant and had a miscarriage. Others say it's a sign they are pregnant. Another said its from rough intercourse (which has not happened), and one RN said it can be from birth control (when reading this one, I believe they brought up my specific type of pills too.) I'm freaked out, and my stomach hurts really bad. Making noises and what not. I called DF and tell him whats up. Asking him to come home right after work. I'm scared to be pregnant because I'm not ready, but I'm scared of a miscarriage because I've had a miscarriage before and it was awful. At a doctors apt. they said the fetus was not moving much, and I was likely to have a miscarriage. And to naturally let it just discharge from my body. Later that night I woke up bleeding through my clothes, sheets, and blanket. And when I put a new over night pad before going to the hosptial, I bleed right through that in about 10 seconds. I went to the ER and I was feeling pains sooner and sooner. The nurse said it was contractions, that my fetus no longer had a heart beat, so the pain I was feeling was like a birth. But to a dead fetus. It was sooo painful those contractions, I was screaming so hard. I have health problems that will make carrying extreamly hard. If this is a miscarriage then I'm just scared my doctors are right about me not being able to carry regularly. Maybe I'm thinking too much. I hope it's just a side effect of my pills. Anyone ever had this happen? TIA for any information!