I am determined that I want a jumbo as my first (gasp...can you believe it) black purse. Every time I try to buy black I end up with some other color. I can't decide if I want the perforated or plain. On eBay there is a perforated for much less than having to pay retail on the plain. What does everyone think of the perforated? Will it hold up? How does it look up close and personal? Thanks.