I've been going through a LOT lately, but tend to try and keep it off the boards. not this time, i'm lookin for some love, cuz my life just got shoved into overdrive. i'll tell you about my bad day today, and then i'll explain why my world is coming crashing down. i woke up with a migrane from hell today, and knew life was about to suck. my roommate and i discussed last night, how we should get our priorites in order as we'd been mighty sloppy lately, and get healthy while we're at it (i'm an overweight gal on a mission to get fit). i woke up today and had a chat with him about how we need to look for different jobs soon because our boss wasn't giving us any hours. he pretty much has another job lined up, but i was going to need some time before i left the place i was at. i got a phone call today from my boss saying that she couldn't afford to give me any hours until further notice, basically laying me off without ANY notice at all, after telling me for months that she was going to give me 40+ hours a week. she told me i'd be pushing 50 hours a week by may. i didn't get over 17 last week. i've been her ***** since i got hired, and have worked whenever she needed me to work, and cooked whatever she needed me to cook, at her every beck and call. i got really pissed off and told her she was completely unprofessional. she had been promising me hours forever now, and she yanked my world out of under my feet. i suppose she thought that because she told me she "can't give me hours right now" that i'd just sit around with my thumb in an unmentionable place, waiting for her to call me. no no. i no longer work there. she has no idea that my roommate, who is currently one of the 2 people that work for her, is about to quit, and go back to an old job he used to have. she'll be in the hole at that point, but i'm not going to be there to help. no way. ***** So onto why this sucks so bad? in the next 2 months i have to have my car registered, insured, and inspected. i have no money to do ANY of that. on top of having to do all that, there's no way on gods green earth under the glorious sun that my car will pass inspection. it makes awful noises and is falling apart for sure. not only am i jobless, but im soon to be carless. for the past few months we've paid our rent, but never on time. due to my awful recent ex boss, our rent, which was going to be early this month, will now be late again. i'm applying for jobs online right now, because frankly i don't know how people will feel about hiring someone who walks into their establishment balling their eyes out. besides the fact, there are REALLY no jobs in this town to be had, and if i were to travel to a job in a different town, i'd have to worry about my car in a few months soooo there are SO many things to worry about wtf do i do i called my mom and she told me she could send me 200 dollars to pay my electric bill for this month but she's not going to be able to do that every month so i have to figure something out... omg i hate my life.