Thank you all for your amazing replies! I am sorry it took me awhile to reply, though. Sometimes, I like reading more here than replying, but I know I should because it's my thread! haha.
I do find it very encouraging and feel a great amount of support from all of you, especially when you tell me about your personal stories about buying LV, sometimes your first buys. To hear that many of you went through the same thing I'm going now, and then to see where you all are in terms of being OK with your purchases, have things figured out, and accepting of your (rather expensive) hobby, makes me feel like it's all going to be OK and I will eventually find a nice balance as well.
Many of you brought up some great questions that I really need to ask myself. Basically, am I going to be OK to live day-to-day after dropping some money on a bag and can I take care of myself and my family if an emergency was to happen? Yes. Being able to answer yes to that is helping me a little bit, in terms of buying my first LV bag.
I do think if you look you will find a preloved LV for a price that you are happy with though. If you do, I can't wait to see what you choose!
I would love to buy a pre-loved bag, but I'm so new to the brand, it's hard to determine what's real and what's fake and I'd hate to buy something for $800+ and find out it's fake. If I do buy, I'm going to likely buy a new one until I feel more comfortable and schooled on the brand. And I will definitely show you all what I pick out! There's two I've been eyeing.
The first is the worst. I un-boxed and re-boxed my first bag repeatedly. I'd un-box it in the brief moments the guilt subsided, but when it inevitably returned, I'd re-box it, lol. This went on for a week until my husband sat me down and, in a matter of sentences, convinced me I should keep it - that I deserved it.
...Then I fell down the rabbit hole...
I know I'll be like this and my boyfriend will be the same. I've already talked to him several times about whether or not I should buy a bag, or if it'd be stupid of me to buy a expensive bag and he's been nothing but supportive so far. He tells me it's ok and worth it to treat myself and think about myself every once in awhile, like many of you said.
+1. I now focus on quality rather than quantity.
This is another good point. I currently own several Kate Spade bags, half of my collection I'm thinking about selling because I just bought them because they were too pretty to resist! At least with LV, I won't be able to have that power, in a sense.
To me it was also a big step (before I've had a Kate Spade bag, MK bags, Longchamp bags and so on). I didn't want the purchase to affect my budget in any way, so I've created a separate one and I've saved up for the bag in about 3-4 months.
This is something I need to do, save up for a bag. It would definitely make me feel better in terms of buying. It makes me wonder if I should just try doing saving separately now because if I buy a bag, despite contemplating about it since November, I will essentially just be buying with the funds I have saved up now and that's what is making it hard.
Honestly it really depends on the type of person you are in my opinion, if you're going to be too afraid to use it because you spent X amount of dollars on it, don't buy it or buy preloved. It would be a shame to buy a bag just for it to sit on a shelf because you're too afraid to use it.
I don't want to buy a bag that's just going to sit in my closet. Sadly, I think lots of Kate Spades already do. I want to find a bag that I know I'll wear everyday. It's just kind of a shame that most of the bags I like are the DA print and I do worry about dye transfer... This begs the question if I should invest in a bag that's so expensive that I may end up wearing less because of this fear. How do people who own DA get over that?
So, my advice is that you should take the plunge. Just by asking this question and giving it so much thought, you are being responsible and conscientious. Try to buy from somewhere that has a decent return policy (I personally really like Yoogi's Closet). And remember the worst thing that can happen is that you discover that it's really not for you and you resell it. LV does well on the resale market since they don't discount their bags. Good luck and looking forward to your reveal. [emoji6]
Thank you so much. Another good point to make. I'm new to the brand, but still don't know if it's for me and I do like the fact that I could resell a bag I buy and still make a pretty decent amount back, if it came to it. I know I'd be the person who takes care of my bag, but not in the sense where I barely use it because what's the point?
I am also in a good position right now to be able to treat myself, if I wish. When I say my family, I just mean my boyfriend, me and my dog. Currently with a job that doesn't exactly bring in a lot of dough, but enough where I can live comfortably. I don't think I'd be asking this question if I were married with kids.
Again, thank you all for replying. Please keep them coming. It means a lot!