I understand what you are going through, I did the same thing. I knew I wanted a Bal, they just appealed to me so much. I started by looking at the used market and I would have purchased that way, but I just didn't want to get scammed. Unlike you, I knew I wanted a black bag, I decided for my first a classic black would get more use and then I could see how I liked to carry it and how "lived in" the leather got. I went to nieman and quizzed the sales associate and looked and tried on lots of styles. I just recently purchased my first Bal and have no regrets. All I can see is do what feels right for you and good luck.