The past month and a half has been the hardest for me. My fiancé mom was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer about mid August. She was in and out of the hospital icu center almost about twice a week. So that's pretty much where we have been the past month and a half. Her birthday is this sat so last week after work I decided to stop by lv to buy her a Louis Vuitton speedy b ( she has been wanting that for a little while now) to surprise her and cheer her up a bit. Well she passed away this pass Saturday at 3 am in the morning At the young age of 53. We have been on a emotional roller coaster since this all had happened...and I'm just feeling sooo down. I've been with my fiancé for a long time so I really do consider her my mother in law already and I've always called her mom. I can't believe she is gone and seeing how depressed my fiancé is just makes my heart drop. Now I have an unopened lv box sitting in my room and every time I look at it ...it makes me breakdown. But I don't want to return it cause it was ment for her...may she rest in peace. And thank u for letting me share..I needed to let it out...