dear all,
it's been a long time, this thread first started in Feb of 2011 and now it's May 2012. i don't want to start a new thread and instead i want to give you guys an update....it's such a journey and now i am beginning a new chapter.
i cannot find anything in retail...i tried, it didn't work out. but i told myself i tried. no regrets. there were some disappointments but i grew to be stronger.
i didn't give up...so i started my blog. it's been giving me some meaning to get up everyday, get dressed and have something to look forward to. it was the only positive thing in my life.
in terms of my job/career wise, i didn't give up. i have been looking for jobs on a daily basis, never gave up. sent out resumes when i saw something would fit me. it's been on going like that before i started this thread. it's been such a long time, i was angry, frustrated...went to many interviews and never heard back..etc. i picked myself up and kept going. i have my bf to support me mentally and i thank God that He send him my way, i would not have made it without him. b/c besides unhappy at work, my parents had something very crazy going on at home...it's hard to watch them doing something that's so insane.
two weeks ago, i got an offer from an office that has a HR dept which was something I thought was important. when the interviewer first met me, we had quite a conversation, i felt he was very genuine towards me. it seemed it's something so positive that i would get the offer. but it didn't happen. i actually called him and asked for advice if anything i could improve. a friend was telling me it's a waste of time. but i did anyway...it's really nothing to loss instead of that 1, 2 minutes. and she also told me the interviewers are all like that, very positive and all. it may be true to her but it doesn't happen to me a lot. i didn't give it too much thought....and he actually called me back for another position. and i was offered the job. i already got some welcome emails and i'll start my new job next week.
i got very emotional just by writing this.
i want to share with you all and if someone out there has been struggling...hopefully this will give them some hope that "this too shall pass". i don't know what will happen but it seems the work environment is very organized. and the project seems interesting. at the mean time, i will keep doing the blog and hope something great will come out of it. it's been such a learning experience for the past few years...i am just relieved that chapter of my life ends.
thank you all for your support...i am sorry for such a long post....