hey
some of you may have read my other thread about the stuff i'm dealing with right now.
i've been sleeping alot and i just woke up and i feel like absolute crap. i feel this pain deep down (not physical). it's like having a 100 pound weight inside, pulling you down and trying to stand up at the same time. I can't really describe it. it's just this pulling and urgh feeling. i feel terrible. those of you that have dealt w depression may know what i'm talking about. can't get stuff done and i'm just mopping around my place.
i'm already on meds and unfortunately i can't go to my therapist coss i can't afford her having lost my job and thus my insurance as well. i'm not even going to think about what happens when i run out of meds. nothing i can do in terms of getting professional help
i just needed to talk about this pain and sinking feeling i have inside... don't know if any of you know what i mean.
i'm so sad about the stuff on my hands. i really wish things would work out for me for once but it never seems to...
some of you may have read my other thread about the stuff i'm dealing with right now.
i've been sleeping alot and i just woke up and i feel like absolute crap. i feel this pain deep down (not physical). it's like having a 100 pound weight inside, pulling you down and trying to stand up at the same time. I can't really describe it. it's just this pulling and urgh feeling. i feel terrible. those of you that have dealt w depression may know what i'm talking about. can't get stuff done and i'm just mopping around my place.
i'm already on meds and unfortunately i can't go to my therapist coss i can't afford her having lost my job and thus my insurance as well. i'm not even going to think about what happens when i run out of meds. nothing i can do in terms of getting professional help
i just needed to talk about this pain and sinking feeling i have inside... don't know if any of you know what i mean.
i'm so sad about the stuff on my hands. i really wish things would work out for me for once but it never seems to...