I don't know what prompted me to look up things from September 11,2001...but for the past week i've been OBSESSED with watching youtube videos of all things about it. I don't know if this shouldnt be discussed here or at all, but I've developed some sort of anxiety. On the day that it happened I was 11 years old...so naturally I didn't really understand...or I just don't remember if I did or not. So now I'm just really bothered. A lot.
I listened to tapes people made from inside the burning buildings before it collapsed. I saw pictures of people jumping to their deaths. I know all the theorys out there and I'm not here to talk about that at all. Just the toll it's taking on me personally. I was even crying the other night while watching some of these things. I live in CT, which borders NY and I go there frequently ... I just can't imagine being in the middle of something like that. I REALLY want to go to ground zero..but I feel like i'll be very emotional. Whereas before I watched all this stuff again, I probably wouldn't have.
Everytime I hear a plane go over my house I get SO paranoid..and it seems like lately I hear them all the time. And it's like okay, well maybe I should stop watching...but it's like i'm drawn to it and find it so interesting.
lol, i'm not crazyyy, i promise! just interested.
I listened to tapes people made from inside the burning buildings before it collapsed. I saw pictures of people jumping to their deaths. I know all the theorys out there and I'm not here to talk about that at all. Just the toll it's taking on me personally. I was even crying the other night while watching some of these things. I live in CT, which borders NY and I go there frequently ... I just can't imagine being in the middle of something like that. I REALLY want to go to ground zero..but I feel like i'll be very emotional. Whereas before I watched all this stuff again, I probably wouldn't have.
Everytime I hear a plane go over my house I get SO paranoid..and it seems like lately I hear them all the time. And it's like okay, well maybe I should stop watching...but it's like i'm drawn to it and find it so interesting.
lol, i'm not crazyyy, i promise! just interested.
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