I just got a new east west paddington LARGE in Blanc!! I was so excited to get it i was jumping around like crazy and when it arrived...it's just so large. I'm a very petite 5"1' and i feel kinda silly carrying such a large bag. It's so gorgeous but I think I would have been better off with a medium one, like i saw at Neiman Marcus. I got it at a great deal 1000.00 from ElizabethThomas who is very reputable here but i don't think she allows returns. should i try to return, should i keep, should i sell?!?!? I really don't want to return it i made a HUGE deal about it to my husband who still doesn't know i've already bought it. any ideas???