i miss our chatterbox home. so maybe we can start anew! i am feeling v embarrassed right now, i had BIN-ed a pair of tortoise VPs and i ended up having insufficient funds and not realising it. talk about humiliating. i was feeling super guilty anyway so in some ways it is good. but i still feel bad and it doesn't really solve my insufficient funds. that's what happens when you double all your bill repayments but still buy shoes! since i have no intentions of buying any more CLs for at least a little while i'm good. but i still feel bad about the eBay thing. i never meant to jerk the seller around, i'd never knowingly enter into a transaction i cannot complete...i just look like a b*tch or an idiot...or both! i dunno.