I am going through an awful time right now. Next week would have been our 15th anniversary. He has been going back and forth on whether or not he wants a divorce. But I know I need to be the one who is strong enough to make a decision and file. But I am scared to take such a big step. I know I have to get out of this craziness and away from the lies. I just want peace in my life. Please tell me if you have any stories of how much better your life is after a divorce/breakup. I need courage!!!