Am I crazy to get a patent jumbo? I don't see many of them on here, and now am having second thoughts on one I have on hold. I do love it, I mean it was a love at first sight kinda thing I have a patent zip around wallet and I am not gentle with it and it looks great. Or do I hold out for this color in caviar? It is beige with shw. (I have a black caviar already) I would love any input on it!! Thanks!