Mmm thank you for the insight hopiko!! Lucky you for owning this shawl!
Don't let it go! You are right, I am trying to be more prudent as I tend to be prone to impulse purchases. Many a purchase I've made where I've ended up rather regretting the price paid, though perhaps not necessarily the item itself... I don't think that really makes logic, but it makes sense in my head!
It's interesting and curious how demand for grails/hot items can ebb and flow, and it's not just for H items. I saw this green shawl had sold for $600ish on eBay back in January, though I don't know if it was authentic. But if it was in the promised condition, and if it was authentic, that was a craaazy good deal. Heck, it would be a nice price for any CSGM on the resale market.
I'm guessing Samourai is probably the hottest "grail" currently?
I'm so grateful for all the kindly advice given here and I'm optimistic I will find one someday. When I do, I shall certainly update my quest with photos here!